|Miss Busy likes to "help" me write rituals.|
Since I am still fairly new to the craft, I am still working on making my path my own. Last week, before the full moon, I decided to rewrite my circle casting and full moon rituals. It sounded simple when I first hatched the plan, but it quickly spiraled into a hectic frenzy.
Sensing that I was otherwise occupied, Miss Busy whirled around the house like a tornado yes, she looks sweet and calm in the photo, but seconds after I snapped it she was crouched on the tray shrieking like a banshee. It was: write a couplet-got get Miss Busy out of the junk drawer, turn the page over-pull Miss Busy off of the kitchen counter, write another couplet-retrieve the pacifier Miss Busy snatched out of the babies mouth....On and on and on. Nap time never comes fast enough or lasts long enough.
Often, it feels as if motherhood is getting in the way of my spiritual life. Then I have to remind myself that nothing is more spiritual than being me: a mother, a wife, a woman. Learning to accept me and become the best me possible is the highest spiritual calling I have. The fancy way to say it is enlightenment.
I seek to be one with the world around me, communicate with the Elementals, hone my divination skills, and practice meditation all because my higher self will benefit the universe far more than my current self could ever imagine. In my mothering role I practice patients, seek resourcefulness, and learn to put the needs of others before my own plans. Each of the disciplines I learn as a mother furthers me as an individual. They also work to give my children a solid base and a good example to work from.